Corporeal Merging + Emotional Collision = ?

When your heart is placed in a glass bubble, there’s a constant fear that something will fall and crush everything.

One word to how I’m feeling – vulnerable... because you are that strong and I don’t see you faltering.

I have been for the most part of my life been given what I’ve never asked for when it comes to relationships. And maybe that’s why right now, I can’t begin to ask for what I’ve always been given… I don’t know how.

You are a pillar of strength and set in your ways. There is no arguing with reason, even when matters of the heart sometimes hold more than any logic can begin to rationalize. Past experiences probably formed the wall that is there and I can only hope I have the energy to keep scaling those heights.

Past, patterns and experiences are the hardest things to overcome. It’s undoing the conditional learning all this while and I can’t undo the past, but I can change the future. Provided I even have that ability.

I am all heart, unfortunately. Emotions tempered with reasoning but emotions none the less. I just am.